Perfect.

What is that word suppose to mean? To me it means no flaws never touched no cracks or dents or marks no problems. Well I will be the first to admit that I am definitely not perfect. I have flaws. The thing is, is that when we look for flaws in ourselves we don't just find one we find a lot. We could never think about the way our hair is until one day you realize your hair is to oily. What is the first thing you do? You try to fix it you go out and buy all the best shampoo. Then after you notice your hair is too oily you notice that your skin is to dry. What do you do? You go out and buy moisturizer. We always find something wrong and were always trying to fix it. My question is why? Why can't we ever be happy the way we are. Is it because we fear? Maybe we fear people will look at us differently and say stuff behind our back. Or maybe we fear no one will ever love us. I hate the word perfect I hate how people are constantly trying to make themselves look perfect. As much as people have heard this its true everyone has something thats beautiful about them whether it be there eyes, there body, or there personality we are all somehow beautiful. And there is no one out there who is perfect.

Fear..........

Fear is something I struggle with. There isn't a day that goes by that I am not afraid. I will tell you more about my fears later on but for now Im just gonna tell you how hard it is to live with. Never knowing if something could happen or how its gonna happen. Not know what can happen. it paralyzes you in a way that is so hard to explain........

I don't know anything for sure...Do I?

So I've been thinking. Do I even really know anything for sure? No I don't I can't ever be sure of something. Like I can never be sure how long a relationship will last or who I can really trust. I've made that mistake of trusting people well it was a stupid mistake. Ok so there is one thing I know for sure. I know that I've learned a lot in my life so far and I have a lot more to learn (hopefully).

Why She Cannot??

So once I do get more followers you might wonder why I picked the name "She Cannot?" for my blog. Well thats pretty easy to answer. About a year ago I wrote a poem/song about how I felt at that time. I titled it She Cannot. I now find myself questioning if I still feel that way or if I feel worse or better. Once I get followers I will share this extremely personal piece that I wrote. This blog will almost be like a diary for me. I will share my extremely personal stories and I will also share a few of my friends very personal stories (of course with their permission). I will also share my written pieces. I hope out of this people can learn about certain things many people go through.

Well where to start. I have no clue. Well I guess I will start with my name and age. My name is Sara and I am 15. I am creating this blog because I want people to read it and understand a little bit more about things people go through and how it affects them. Not only will I be sharing my stories but I will also be sharing the stories of some of my friends. I hope people don't judge these stories as they are stories that will be personal and upsetting at times. I will also just be leaving updates and telling you things that are going on in my life at the moment. Hope you enjoy! :)